I dont know

Me, you and everyone I know, the only thing that I can say is that I dont know anymore. What is training, what is a trainer, what is the environment, is it in it or outside or where is it...
I just dont know anything. Someone said I should just enjoy and ride on this wave and well, sometimes not too easy. Especially expecting myself to know always everything.
Well, very complex and abstract discussions we are having here. I can see that. Get back to reality is what I want to say to myself. Or maybe enjoy a little bit the walk on the surrealistic clouds...