trust.feelings.me

not quite drunk yet. maybe on the way. somehow seems a good idea to post. to express what is inside. a golden prince. in my life. since quite some time actually. but it feels very fresh. a lot of thoughts and ideas and boxes. i try to keep them out. it is hard.
how weird that my life now is so much about him. even though a month ago i didnt even want to admit that i liked him. feelings. they are called feelings cause u feel them. otherwise they would be thoughts. still surprised how quickly they come. are they made to stay? i dont know. i dont want to know. i trust life. i trust myself. i trust us. i trust everyone i know.