what do i want? what do i need? i dont know!
Sweden was great, sitting in the car, stopping at a red light, jumping out, running around the car till it turns green, then jump in again.
important unnecessary information about sweden. prata med mig.
walking home, asking some guy to take me with him on the bike. bringing him home. drinking wine. snogging. how many times do you get driven home at four o clock at night from a complete stranger.
long talk with F., a lot of competition going on. good to adress the problematic points.
not so much longer till christmas. doesnt feel like it.
am i too proud. maybe. too much showing my life. and what i have achieved. probably cause i am not sure about it really. am i, should i be proud? it all just came to me, sort of.
not sure, looking for direction. shows also on the amount of times i got drunk the last few weeks.
NOT SURE
but then again, many things to work out.
life wrote me a post it. "Get busy taking time for yourself"
